I used to look forward to a lazy Saturday or Sunday when we could just hang out at home with nothing going on. These days I don't look as forward to them.
I end up pacing in my kitchen, watching my email. Hoping for that one to come through. That one that tells us about a new possibility. Or, better yet, that one that tells us we're gonna have a baby.
Sigh. Today is one of those days.
I am taking advantage of the day...playing games with my girls, getting some laundry done, just being together as a family. But still, I walk by the computer...hoping...with nothing else to keep my mind occupied in the quiet of the day.
Waiting on other people to make decisions that will change my life is so hard...but I keep telling myself it will all be worth it.
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